murmur.

D，我對你的事情，
一點辦法也沒有。

em said thatz becoz the attitudes we have are
base on different ways.

I knew that.

but I just can't help it.
不被人需要的感覺真的很...不好。

especially u don't even say those sentences like
"of course I'd like to c u sometimes" things that
I feel better with,
even I know those might not truths.

"就是不想哄你阿。"

I should keep it in mind all the time and
STOP BEING A FOOL without
DO SOMETHING 'bout it...

sigh... fuck that.
I know myself well.

damn it.